I know that time is arbitrary. For instance, the whole Y2K freak-out is completely off depending on which ancient calendar you use. I keep this in mind as my 30th birthday approaches.
I have made the recent decision that my 30th year is the year I don't judge myself from an external point of view. (Ah, I've had a beer and I'm getting more abstract than I should be) I mean that I am often judging my life (often as a failure) from the point of view of someone else. Like from a parent's point of view...or a grandparent, or a teacher, or a co-worker, or some random doofus on the bus, etc.
As I've judged externally forever, I'm interested in my life from my point of view. It will be an exercise in I-don't-know-what. I think that just me judging me will relieve a bunch of stress...
An Erinku:
kitty paw
trapped in
fridge
yelling for release
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