Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Any Day Now


About a hundred years ago, I was in a writing master's program at Naropa. Part of the degree requirements is that you attend a month-long intensive each summer. Near the end of one, while I was cranky in the heat and tired of sitting on a hard chair, there was a concert played by writing majors. The main take-away from that concert is: just because you good at one art form, doesn't mean you are good at another. While there is overlap and exceptions, most of the time you are good at something because you've put in the time...which is time you DIDN'T put into other things, such as acting, singing practice, painting, and onward.

As I've gotten older, I've seen that there is a strange sort of thinking about the arts, ESPECIALLY in music, that takes this to a new level. It goes something like this: because I am a good musician, that means I am a good person. The better musician I am, the better person I am. So if I'm better than everyone else in my instrument/voice, that must mean I'm a better person than anyone else.

Only life doesn't work like that. The skills to be good at music and the skills to be a good person aren't the same. It doesn't mean you can't be both, but it does mean that you need to work at both. I guess I've just seen too many cases of DU music egos running rampant over the last few years. Since I'm a good decade or so older than them, I get tired of the bratty attitude. I know I had a touch of that after I got done with my undergrad music degree. Eventually I realized that acting like an ass doesn't show the world how superior you are, it just shows you are an ass. Life will move on and hopefully rub the edge of those egos a bit. Because the world has enough bratty folks and I know I'm tired of them. The end.

An Erinku:
So cold
So cold
my sock
over there

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